I have a little less than an hour to finish cramming for my Chemistry long test in about three hours. Sadly, I'm about thisclose to giving up - not because I can't do it, but simply because I do not want to. Sigh. As fantastic as this year has been to me when it came to certain things, I have to admit that it's been shit for me in other ways as well. Like my progressing lack of motivation in school. >_> Ugh. Anyway, I only have a few more days left anyway. Hopefully the new year will usher in more positivity and productivity from me, in more ways than one.
Anyway, the reason I wanted to blog here was that I just wanted to share two cute things. Yes, something happy now for a change.
First, my lovely boyfriend B has gone and showed how lovely he is again. I recently learned that he now checks out my favorite website on a more or less regular basis.LOL, the cuteness. I think it's really something when the person you love begins to take an interest in one of your hobbies because of you. ♥
Second, maybe this is a late realization, but still, it's something that occurred to me recently that made me quite happy. B really wants to make me happy. And not just in the big, fulfilled, my-life-is-so-great kind of way that's really a long-term thing. He won't just do the big important things like hug me when I need to be comforted, or soothe me when I'm crying, or be there for me to talk to when I need him - he'll do the little insignificant things that never seem like a big deal too. He'll buy me my favorite drink at McDonald's without me asking. He'll download the albums of that little-known-band I currently love, even though I tell him he doesn't have to. He'll make the effort to see me before he goes home, even though it's out of his way, because he knows I'll feel better if I see him. He'll do these things despite knowing that the happiness I'll get from his gesture is temporary. He'll do them just 'cause he wants me happy. And golly, I was blown away by that. I love him so much.
I'm excited for next week, even though as of the moment our plans our vague. I just really want to make this Christmas special for us. I really want to do things for him that will make him happy, not just because he makes me happy, but because he just really deserves it. He's been so good, and not just to me. I don't think I have the words to express just how proud I am of him and how proud I am to be his. Heehee, B's just so amazing. *dreamy sighs*
Hee. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside, reading about how B makes C happy. BC rocks. ^_^
Posted by: Ryvaeus | 12/17/2006 at 04:34 PM